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Welcome...I have set up this page as my personal Vent, Rant & Rave webpage. Of course, I am not going to write down everything. I will not write about current lovers--if I have any that is. I like to keep that private. I will delete entries once every three months. Nov.27 2009 Thanks giving was OKAY. I enjoyed spending time with my family. What I’m Thankful for: I am thankful for the good people that have come into my life. I am thankful that I have a family, my husband and children. I’m thankful that we still have a house to live in. MY husband got a modification loan so I thankful for that. Nov. 6 2009 The other day I took my son to the doctor because he had a minor cold plus he had to get an excuse for the days he was off. Anyways, while the nurse was weighing him I saw one of the nurses that work for my ex-doctor, V.G. She was there. She probably hangs out with some of those other women at the office. I think she remembered who I am because the way she looked at me. Going back to 2006: I know I made a mistake using that doctor’s name in one of my online stories back in 2005 but I never published it. I don’t know who it was but someone told Dr. V.G. that I used his name in an online story I wrote and all HELL broke loose. He threatened to sue me. Flash Forward to Now: I suppose that bitch remembers me because of the look she gave me. What I cannot understand is why would a well-respected man tell his nurses what was going on. I wopuld think he'd keep that private. The nurse I speak of is FAT has long brown hair and I think she's Hispanic. That day she wore her hair up. That’s about enough info I can give because there’s not much to tell about her. She’s one of the typical over weight nurses that you see out there nowadays. A long time ago, nurses weren’t over weight. I remember when I was a kid none of the nurse were ever obese. None of the nurses that I saw that is. What happened? What changed? What happened that year: That summer (2006) my husband failed to pay the phone bill and back then we had dial-up so we didn’t have a phone that summer. I had to use the God damn cell phone but since I’m sensitive to cell phones I couldn’t use it as I would have liked to. Later that summer I received in the mail a (bleep) letter from an attorney claiming that the ‘doctor’ was going to SUE me for using his name in an erotic story on my website. I was pissed off! FYI: I don’t have that website anymore I deleted it several years ago when I decided to publish my new book, In the Company of Elves rather then publishing ‘Loretta’, which is the story that contained the doctor’s name in it. However, two years prior to all that mess, I found a website that publish personalized books and I used his name as one of the main characters. I would never sell that book but it’s good to know that the people that run that site are discreet. They don’t care. Why would I do that? Well, back in 2003, I did have a small crush on him but since it was obvious that he wasn’t interested, I stumbled on that website and the rest is history. Seriously, there’s nothing wrong with ordering any of those books. If you admire someone or have a crush on him or her--do it for the fun of it besides they don't have to know. In addition most normal people might find it flattering. Ordering those personalized books are fun not just for adults but for children too. They have a section where you can order personalized children books for your kids too. FYI: In case anyone wants to know, none of the romance books are explicit. They are written in good taste.
Venting About Family: My mom told me last month that my sister in-law spent all the money she earned (500) while she was working in LA on an art project! My mom said that my brother told her that he was ticked off at my sister-in-law because she spent all that money and then some. Supposedly she said that my brother told her that my sister in-law spent the money going out with her friends. However, that’s not what troubles me you see he gives his wife a 200-dollar allowance! I don’t know if it’s a weekly allowance or monthly either way I cannot believe what she told me! “ What!” I said to my mom. “What husband does that?” Nevertheless, What Pisses Me Off: Nevertheless, what pisses me off is that two years ago when my sister in-law was selling Avon’s everyone was ordering from her, my cousins, everyone. They were trying to help her out financially. Yeah right! They just didn’t know that my brother and his family are better off then my family financially. They don’t really didn’t need the help especially if they are not paying for a mortgage or rent as we were or are. I needed their help for God sakes! I sell stuff online they could have bought a few things from me--like my BOOKS! Actually, my books are free to my family & friends but have they asked for one? I’m sure they know I have websites, if they don’t it’s because my mom fails to mention anything about me to them whenever she sees them. Like for instance my accomplishments, etc. Several years ago, when I published Chandra’s Quest I gave some of my cousins a free copy--so what happened? Fast forward to now: and they haven’t asked my mom for a copy of my new book. Don’t they know that I published another book? Well I wonder if I should give them a copy of my book for Christmas. Personally, I think I will. 10/31/09 I love taking my kids trick or treating on Halloween! However we came across two homes that the people living in them are paranoid about Halloween. To the people that are paranoid: There's a time and a place to give out religious stuff and Halloween isn't one of them. Christmas & even Thanksgiving is fine but when you start calling people Heathens because they celebrate Halloween that's just plain ridiculous. LOL 10/7/09 I’m finally getting over the flu/cold that I caught last week but I still get aches & pain throughout my body from time to time. It is rare that I EVER get sick unfortunately, this time I did. I was on my way back from Wal-Mart when I stopped at the Sun City Stater Bros. to pick up a few groceries. I was thinking of going to Winco but I didn’t have time today. When I walked in, I saw the cute Postal clerk ( Marty) who works at the Sun City PO). I didn’t talk to him since he was at the fast lane checkout. By the time I would have got there, he would have left. Coincidence or Not? Who would have thought! I suppose it is true: 'there are no coincidences in life'. Makes you wonder, right? I don’t know if he noticed me but I pretended that I didn’t notice him. Besides, he never emailed me three months ago so I left it as is. http://thephoenixflare.bravehost.com
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How dare someone do that? I thought to myself. That day I contacted the ‘doctor’ myself by calling him on the cell phone. Keep in mind I hate using the cell phone. I went out of my way to try to resolve the situation. I wanted to settle this matter but it was apparent that the conversation was a one-way street. So I ignored the letter and deleted any emails coming from that office. When my family and I finally got our phone back, I was able to get online again and I deleted the erotic story I posted up the website. Keep in mind that I deleted the story not because I was threatened, but because I had that story up on that website for 6 months and I was going to delete it before June of that year. However the mess with the phone bill happened and that blew that! 
I know my husband doesn’t. My dad never gave my mom an allowance. She worked most of her life for the money she spent. Goes to show you that my brother is well off financially. Hell they’re always going places with or without the kids. When do we do that? There’s no way I will believe that my brother is hurting as bad as my husband and I are, no way! As for my mom she should open her eyes and quit defending them so much! 
They’re family they don’t have to buy my books. The books that I have written that is. 
Yeah that's right there are people like that. One person left religious flyers on a table for the kids to take and another person gave candies out but also gave out books that I thought were sports books. However in closer inspection they weren't. They were bibles! I can understand that some people want to make a point about Halloween but to the majority of the population Halloween is a fun holiday. It's mostly for kids. 
I am not miffed by the fact that he never contacted me but I don't want to embarrass myself. If I had said something then he probably would have ignored me. Now that would have been embarrassing to ME right! Let's just put it this way I saved myself the embarrassment. However, I did walk past him while he waited. I didn’t look right at him even though I knew he was there. I think he is attractive but oh well it's too bad he’s not interested.